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The novel Plats is now available for hard copy distribution through this site.
7 years of writing distilled to 156 pages, 468 paragraphs, 5148 lines.

back cover text:

A woman, a day.

The condition of alienation, of being asleep, of being unconscious, of being absent from one’s body, is the condition of the normal person.

Words may come together in sentences because they have similar sounds, rather than appropriately related meaning. Fragments of thoughts may lead to other fragments of thoughts so that, before long the original intent of the communication is lost.

Because a durable feeling of belonging is practically impossible, because this city has not been organized to provide it, because cities far evolved are irrational and include impossible contradictions, because the silent voice is the most subtle and powerful lever that any city provides, because all words, silent or breathed, have to be oriented toward the pursuit of something quite impossible to attain: a feeling of security in the presence of strangers, she, because of the very insecurity which has always characterized her, has tended to divorcement from those things with whom she has never felt secure, so that her day is only the emptily magical pronunciation of making a skin for her body which she effects only with the words that she speaks only to herself.

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i think im done with this shit

The current design will not work. studded belts and pastel-colored sunglasses, will not work, they are not Nadia Konyk’s thing. Her mother, hoping to entice her, brings them home from the library by Noam Chomsky and Howard Zinn, but Nadia rarely shows an interest. i have also not seen flowers in any of those two colors..however in a discussion someone did mention having a black rose. These will also not work as currently. “I’m just pleased that she reads something anymore.” Zigzagging through a cornucopia of words, pictures, video and sounds, they say, distracts more than strengthens. I have also not seen the yellow cast show up in prints made from negatives. Next spring I might try exposing my skin to direct sunlight to see what happens. Instead, she became obsessed with Japanese anime cartoons on television and comics like “Sailor Moon.” I have also not seen or felt any mosquitos or other pests either. You mention that you have several acres and hitch a ride with some masked men and one of them pulls a knife on her. Dieing Isn’t Always Bad if you comes back to life as half cat, half human.

Most of them were missing limbs, and they were old; they wore their [End Page 140] uniforms and there were speeches. There was hardly a house fit for an invalid in London, yet almost every second house in a street contains, on an average, one invalid in a year. In some cases this entailed euthanizing people suffering from Windigo psychosis; as a result, in 1907, Fiddler and his brother Joseph were arrested by the Canadian authorities for murder. Jack committed suicide, but Joseph was tried and put to death.

The General was a man devoted to the military life who kept his private views to himself and did not let them affect his work, although he could be critically outspoken afterward and would show little interest in the sensibilities of the conquered, though he liked it known that his life was “one long protest against oppression, injustice, and wrong-doing.” “The General” once famously said that hardline “allows for recreation” when asked by a new recruit if it was acceptable for followers to watch “Star Trek.”

“Drinks are cold, New York’s hot, the weather’s warm and the days are long,” said Lucy Paynter, 25, a bartender and singer who was taking in a movie, and some pinot grigio, while stretched out on Bryant Park’s lawn. “I never wanted to be around people that plotted life out… in my life, at least, I never felt like anything began or officially ended.. People just want to eat better, get paid for their labor and have a home. The summer is terrible sometimes as the heat mentally bogs down the loneliness. It’s a thing in the summer. I think people are generally more irresponsible. That’s why you have summer flings. And that’s why you drink. It’s a hedonistic season.”

Parents tried to stop it, But we miss it so much. We find we’re waiting for him to come home, waiting for that lightning to come through the door. Yet across the nation, millions found ways to secretly watch it…if they dared. Renowned pathologist Dr. Frances B. Gröss is your guide to the most bizarre and grisly death scenes ever recorded, from executions, assassinations and mass murder to suicide, disease and disasters. Three decades later, Dr. Gross led the plastic surgery team that successfully separated conjoined twins Regina and Renata Salinas Fierros at Childrens Hospital Los Angeles on Sept. 11, 2003, elaborate hoax or still the ultimate forbidden movie?

i dont need to exist (2)